A match
Once used up, can it reignite?
Well, yes. Because if there is still a match left, there is by definition still something to ignite. Ergo life isn’t over until you die, and that’s not for a long while. So cheer up and show us all your smile. :)
My friend
is desperately trying to catch this guy’s attention, and she thinks he likes her, but she’s getting mixed signals and is too shy to do anything. Which irks me, because I remember being in the same situation and failing utterly. I’m trying to give her encouragement/advice, but I don’t really know what to say because I’m not exactly good with relationships. And I don’t want her to get hurt like I have been! >.< Rant rant rant!
Alas, I myself am guilty of this at times. The world is really so wonderful!
Appreciate what you have already, everything will come into place eventually. Love is family, love is friends and love can be the fact that you are living. Love can be anything that makes you happy.
Existentialism
seems rather uplifting. Perhaps I could be now classified as an extremely optimistic existentialist right now. (Ironic, since existentialists tend to believe that it is impossible to label people in such a way.) I have decided that since it is in my power to be happy, I shall be happy. I’m rather enjoying it so far. :)
Perhaps
there are guys out there who aren’t so disgustingly perverted. Unfortunately, I have yet to find one.
Surprisingly, I’m not totally depressed. Sure, I have bad days, but I guess I’ve gotten so used to being happy that my neutral state is truly neutral now instead of filled with crushing waves of despair. I don’t have a whole lot of hope for the future, but I’m not very bitter yet.
How I feel right now:
Numb, New Divide, In the End, What I’ve Done, Shadow of the Day, Leave Out All the Rest…
Pretty much every Linkin Park song I know applies directly to my life at this time. :(
Inconsistency
kind of stinks. How can I say what you want me to say? Trust is a terribly delicate thing, incredibly difficult to replace once ripped to shreds.
Economics
applies so much to relationships. Oh my goodness. Gross Personal Happiness, absolute and potential GPH, specialization, exchange rates… Even a Loanable Funds market. Seriously. Wow.

